If I had to do a bilan, there are plenty of things I would say.
I learnt about labor, how to keep strong without being alienated. How quick you can be disqualified or promoted. That it is not about the skills or degrees anymore, but the connexions and the will.
I learnt about the strength of love and this love also gave a meaning to my life.
I learnt about the path, I shall be on the right path for myself, and got to know what I was expecting from life.
I learnt that everything is possible, and if people don't believe it is, to continue on my own way because I am not just rising my hand when someone asks "who wants to change the world?". I am also stepping ahead and willing to act.
I aso understood what "there is a time for everything" means. Life gives you opportunities that come, make you grow and then they die out of the depth and it is time to go and move on.
I have also lost the meaning of some of the things I used to take for granted. We can have everything, may the conversation be empty.
During 2016 I became more emotional, crying out of joy when seeing happy kids. Happiness is a blessing that not everyone has. I remember my childhood and compare it with the now.
As part of this bilan, I wish to thank people for what they've done through the year. Thousands of things happened, including finishing the first part of my studies. If you know me, you'd be aware that I love academics. Finishing studies ended up in putting me in a quite awkward position, in which I wasn't proud of myself, about to give up a lot, parting myself out, at the very edge of depression, hating & cutting myself from the world, not eating for a few months, sickness and many other things adding up. I am highly thankful toward some people who didn't hesitate to come & check on me, call me to lift me up. October looked brighter because I knew November season was to change but still. When I was at the edge I could have fallen as many others did, but I am deeply thankful for those who picked me up at that crutial time.
I am trying to contruct myself again, sometimes hard but easier to bear somehow. I also had a messy Nov-Dec, but one's gain doesn't come without any pain especially at the beginning. Especially because I know I am able to bear the 60h of work but other things came up, more complex, of course, otherwise what would be the meaning of the test or training if I already knew I can pass hands up.
Again, still thankful through this cloud that I still have the trust from those who know me and ask me about things, they are few of course, but they are amazingly sacred to me.
My will is to see clear through the horizon is my will as for now, crutial decisions in this new year will metamorphose my life even though I do not want to forsee the outcome before it happens, at least for this time.