Distorted Reality Stories [or DRS]:
J'en avais que 15
The story of Mr Cap
The lover who lived near Dalston Kingsland
a story in which the protagonist is learning
FLY
Only Madness Allowed in RedUK
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Quelques choses à savoir sur moi :
- Eclate de rire pour un rien 笑
- Cherche des autocollants
- Possède une boite de Canette Coca Cola qui est vide pour faire de la Musique
- N'aime pas Coca Cola
- Aime prendre des photos sans talent
- Est végétarienne depuis plus de 9 ans
- Aime le Punk Rock
- Est Anarchiste Libertaire sûrement.
- Aime Vivre
- Bertrand m'a manqué.
- Bertrand c'était le nom de mon blog.
- Je vis en Angleterre maintenant
- Va à des Gigs sans connaître les groupes qui jouent.
- Est presque Bilingue (Anglais/Français) (Le Presque est à souligner parce que certains ne le comprennent pas)
Soundtrack of My Life
Distorted Reality Stories [or DRS]:
J'en avais que 15
The story of Mr Cap
The lover who lived near Dalston Kingsland
a story in which the protagonist is learning
FLY
~ Good evening,
Next calling for my adventures is from India, visiting friends, but also obviously planning to trip around and discover this huge country, although I will mainly be based in New Delhi I hope to have the opportunity to visit various different towns I have already marked on my travel diary.
I have already collected my VISA from the embassy based in London, which was quite a fun day in itself as I had some difficulties proving my residence in England - and I was also given someone's baby photos to insert with my application, all is now sorted.
Now starting making draft plans this is my pinterest inspiration board
Visits I would love to do depending on feasibility - & considering the fact that I will be going for approximately 2 weeks from New Delhi:
* Jaipur
* Patna
* Srinagar
* Agra
* Sikkim
Next calling for my adventures is from India, visiting friends, but also obviously planning to trip around and discover this huge country, although I will mainly be based in New Delhi I hope to have the opportunity to visit various different towns I have already marked on my travel diary.
I have already collected my VISA from the embassy based in London, which was quite a fun day in itself as I had some difficulties proving my residence in England - and I was also given someone's baby photos to insert with my application, all is now sorted.
Now starting making draft plans this is my pinterest inspiration board
Visits I would love to do depending on feasibility - & considering the fact that I will be going for approximately 2 weeks from New Delhi:
* Jaipur
* Patna
* Srinagar
* Agra
* Sikkim
See my itinerary just below #excitement
More information about the Indian flag (fascinating!)
Dreams can be sad, but I guess it is important to listen to them & act upon them to not have any regret...
Whatever the number of lives taken before our eyes, we always think that our loved ones are immortal. They are, in a way, immortal in our hearts. I don't want to be late, I do not know his religion.
G'd evening, I'll be sharing a secret that I have kept for a few yrs but I feel the time about to happen as writings are pilling up - probably by the end of 2020:
I am going to work toward the publication of two books, you might have a hint for the first one only if I shared another big secret with you ~ almost how I wrote my life - if that makes some kind of sense. Yes, I most of the time live in an imaginary world that I feel I had created. I have been throwing the idea of the 2nd publication more recently, if you have seen me this yr you might have heard about it already.
However I need to enhance one of my skills which is drawing & I'd like to know if anyone has a source of inspiration in terms of illustration website? I do have an approximate idea of the style I will be giving but seeing lots of illustration will make my brain happy.
[& as a tiny hint, my author references & huge influences are: Marguerite Duras, Claro, Atwood & Mary Shelley.
I am not sure people are going to like what I will do, I will probably be that weird friend on top of a shelf (at the very top, not for an everyday reach) once again, too weird to understand any of the writings, as ever, in a way these authors had this kind of reputation too, maybe that why I can relate a lot to their writing. I do not dislike the idea. I love writing anyway.]
I am going to work toward the publication of two books, you might have a hint for the first one only if I shared another big secret with you ~ almost how I wrote my life - if that makes some kind of sense. Yes, I most of the time live in an imaginary world that I feel I had created. I have been throwing the idea of the 2nd publication more recently, if you have seen me this yr you might have heard about it already.
However I need to enhance one of my skills which is drawing & I'd like to know if anyone has a source of inspiration in terms of illustration website? I do have an approximate idea of the style I will be giving but seeing lots of illustration will make my brain happy.
[& as a tiny hint, my author references & huge influences are: Marguerite Duras, Claro, Atwood & Mary Shelley.
I am not sure people are going to like what I will do, I will probably be that weird friend on top of a shelf (at the very top, not for an everyday reach) once again, too weird to understand any of the writings, as ever, in a way these authors had this kind of reputation too, maybe that why I can relate a lot to their writing. I do not dislike the idea. I love writing anyway.]
Photo by 五玄土 ORIENTO on Unsplash
How do you feel? This is a question subjective to the now & the always. Whatever you do to feel better, may make you feel worse. When you're feeling low, you are battling alone, in a world where people tell you "take my hand, it's safe" without meaning it. Whatever you do, doesn't always forsake a change.
The heart is burning. The heat remains, the sky turns pink indeed, the colour of languish, the eternal sky wrapped within a constellation that creates because it has to create & perdure. Pink is heavy, burning.
Whatever you might do, will not always change the trauma of world around you, it might help soothing your existence of earth as well as its eternal labour overdue to the sun.
Heat. & maybe sadness.
Questions.
The questions of a heart that beats for a lifelong, the length of a life. As if the heart had been running a marathon for all that time. It beats, with pain, but it does beat.
Probable immoderation. I do not like this word.
Even if I could I would not do it.
It is non-sense.
Even if we rewrite everything, everything will remain the same. Same style, same letters, same everyday, same pain & same beating heart.
I once dreamt of a beautiful parlour, where I got trapped. Trapped for all the hours of my life, burried under tons of sands and pounds of that word "hope".
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