I have done quite a few 48h water fasting to refocus on a spiritual level, getting away from the human world.
However, there will be a few massive differences about this fast:
- I do not know the date I am going to start fasting
- Therefore I do not have an end date
- I do not want to give myself a time frame, it may take 48h as it may also be 7 days.
- The aim of the fast is not measured in time but in thought achievement, understanding and energy level.
- I will be telling everyone that I am fasting for a reason that will also be known, whereas before I used to only mention it to closest friends.
- I will also make coloured cards to look at and deepen the thought and perfection of the energy.
Aim of the fast::
- Refocusing the energy
- Go through the complexity of current thoughts
- Take new life measures
Tuesday 14th March
Today I am about to take the plane and I feel my body is preparing the fasting period already as it starts rejecting human food or anything else. I really do not know how I will be after this fast.
I still have no signs about the starting date yet but I keep my prayers on.
Thursday 16th March
You left the Earth on Friday 24th of March 2017, my aunt, your sister told me you fell asleep in peace, with Him accompanying you as your beliefs, on this Saint Day as you would say. At the hospital they did a favoured treat for you with lots of flowers and candles, because probably they saw you are a sacred spirit.
I came to see you asleep many times, I kissed you many times, I prayed for you as my life is an entire prayer to you. As I have said many times, you are the mother of a huge family and we stand all together for you. I still do not know much about your life, but I do know that you are someone who has always been strong and believed in doing something good. Families such as the one you made are rare today. You have always accepted everyone, enjoyed every smile, laughs, you are a soul with a deep heart. You loved doing good, not for doing good or good conscious, but because you are: good.
Again I kissed you many times, the family was in tears because it was so hard for everyone. The matriarch, the mother has fallen asleep. What you did was courageous, bringing all faith together, to a certain understanding. Beyond death, beyond religion, what remains is the faith in the greatness of the entities, bodies, souls and spirits.
We all kissed you many times. We all gathered for your love, in thoughts, with family, because that's what you loved: love.
Each and every member of the family will keep you deep within the heart. You knew how to love everyone, making everyone feel important to your eyes and heart, you have always been sincere, there was no jealousy, no favorite, you remembered all our names until the end.
Everyone came for you and kissed you. The last day, today, you were lying on the coffin, you looked very beautiful, with the cross I gave you long time ago, auntie told me you still have it. May it keep your soul eternal, you did not commit any sins from what I see, and the love you gave all your life will make you eternal.
They put the cover of the coffin. It was beautiful, with the cross on it, the same I had on my chest for my first communion. The coffin was perfect for you, beautiful, warm, without too many sophistications, it was elegant, like you. You did not need much to look beautiful, as your beauty came from your love.
They took you to the church, the church was full, people with different religions came for you, because of who you are, someone with a deep heart.
The song was about you who was holding your children close to your heart to give them love.
We then buried you, in a procession, and kissed your coffin.