For a long while I have not been able to get in a relationship because it was impossible and unthinkable for me to love one single person, in other words: to limit my love. then suddenly I got involve with someone that I truly love.. far away but I love him for real.. I know that my feelings are not those of a ghost and that I could live with him. however I am not currently living with him and I have only shared less than 3 months of my life with him in 2 years time. now I have met someone that I equally love, one is my guide, the other is my guardian. I cannot limit my love to one person, I want to be able to embrace humanity.. one of them actually accepts the situation. I just want humanity to forget modern social boundaries and be able to love. maybe these modern social boundaries are the cause for war. people do not marry as much as they used to do, people do not sign anymore contracts of peace and love as much as they used to, they restraint themselves to one sole contract, that may be broken a short while after. we need more contracts for love, not only one per person, but many between human beings.